Blog of Awakening

A birthday gift to me!

newenergychanneler — Tue, 19 May 2009 12:51:43 +0000

This morning I was feeling into what I would have to give up if I let go of the pain in my knees and my lack of abundance. I have had the belief that I gave myself these things so that I could slow down and remember how to feel. This morning it came to me that I can do that with or without the pain and with or without the lack of abundance. It doesn’t really matter. I can choose whatever I want. This is a great gift to me on my 60th birthday. I choose to let the imbalance in my body go and the lack of abundance. I don’t need them anymore. I really never did need them. WOW!

I am a magnificent creator!

newenergychanneler — Tue, 12 May 2009 14:49:56 +0000

I felt into how I have been a magnificent creator always and it came to me to choose from that place. I do have everything I need when I need it and I know that the choices that I have made that I have not yet manifested are on their way. I am a grand, magnificent creator!

Expressing through Spirit

newenergychanneler — Mon, 11 May 2009 19:04:33 +0000

I felt into my desire to allow my Spirit to express through me. I felt the joy in it as well as some fear that comes up when I feel into that desire. What should I do? Will I not do it right? Should I paint? I’ve painted before. Should I write? My human self expresses the fears easily. Should I do nothing? Should I wait for something to happen before I start? Who will I be when I am expressing through my Spirit? I will continue to feel into all of me and all of my questions.

Sovereignty

newenergychanneler — Wed, 06 May 2009 13:14:46 +0000

I really felt into the knowingness that everything comes from within me. I don’t need anything from outside of me. I choose to let go of all the games that I have been playing that lead me to believe I need anything outside me. It is freedom for me. I completely trust me and my choices. I choose to receive and allow my choices.

What is me . . .

newenergychanneler — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 14:05:54 +0000

I woke up this morning feeling like crying, but it didn’t make me feel badly. Then I realized that what I was feeling wasn’t me and I could let it go. And then I remembered what Tobias said about all we are is what we believe we are. He also said that usually it is our bodies that are the last to balance. It came to me that because my body feels pain, I claim that pain as me. As long as I identify with it, it stays with me. My divine is simple. It is up to me to know what is me and what is not and feel what is me. Because this is so simple, it might not seem as big as it is. But, I know that this is really big!

Thanks, Kuthumi!

newenergychanneler — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 13:51:36 +0000

I listened to Kuthumi’s channel from Egypt yesterday and I felt such a knowingness around what he said about everything just is. Somehow I felt it at such a deep level. Everything is a game when you’re pretending that there are worries, problems, and stress. It all just is. It’s a little hard to describe from my mind, but I feel it at such a deep level.

Expansion

newenergychanneler — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 16:13:18 +0000

This morning as I was drinking my coffee, my angel who looks like Earl on the tv show Saving Grace said he wanted to talk to me. So, I said what do you want to say? He said that I have been doing so much inner work and by visiting with him and expanding outward I would do more balancing. It does make sense. It is time to expand outwards in many ways.

So, this morning I have been busy expanding outward telling people about our new business New Energy New Earth. I am ready to expand.

I’m choosing to stop playing the game.

newenergychanneler — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:12:36 +0000

This morning I felt into the game I’ve been playing for many lifetimes and this lifetime, as well, that I can hurt someone, or that someone can hurt me. It is freedom to let go of that game. My human self feels sad knowing that I am releasing this game from my life. I don’t need my human self to protect me any more.

Loving my body . . .

newenergychanneler — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 14:26:37 +0000

This morning as I was drinking my coffee, it came to me that I could be loving my body as much as I have loved my pets and why haven’t I? I haven’t felt the trust in my body my whole life. Now, as I am about to turn 60, I felt the sadness of my soul and my body that I haven’t loved my body like a best friend and I have always had fears that my body would turn on me in some way. I talked to my body and she told me that she has always done what I have asked her to do. She has gained weight when I didn’t feel I could turn down advances from men. She has held the imbalances, so that I could feel into the deepest parts of me. It makes me cry. I feel her sadness and I feel deep sadness in the all of me that I haven’t seen her as my best friend. I now allow my body to do what she knows how to do to balance all of the energies in her without any manipulation of my mind and my human self. I feel such deep love and compassion for her and for the all of me. I do love you my body as much as I have loved my dearest pets and that is a lot!

I am loving me!

newenergychanneler — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 15:05:54 +0000

This morning I felt into loving all of me– my mind, my spirit, my body, and my gnost. I love the negative thoughts and the positive thoughts– each and every one. The song “Inchworm” kept coming to me and even though I may be inching along, I know I am moving forward. I choose to fly and yet I love the caterpillar part of me as well. I choose to be in my divine moment and love every minute of it.